rAndOm uPdAtes

i browse through my blog and come to realise that my post is half way hanging ( my eng is terrible, i can translate from cakpalang languages to eng)...a short update, im working now, but it is my 2nd job and still in Bandar Perda, a small company with only 4 ppl working here, and the point is the company is making money, so it doesn't matter for me whether it is big or small, mayb it is just for the time being...but i do plan to swith to another job mayb next year...where?? hopefully i can enter the banking line as my dream is to work in a bank....wat position?? as long as it is not an outdoor sales then it will be all rite for me...seems like im a very cincai person, wateva that comes to my mouth, i just open and eat it....haiya...as long as im happy with it then can d lo....

for your information, im blogging from my office now and my colleagues are out for lunch n my manager is in HK...wah, im out of control, that's y some of my frens say that my facebook are always sooo updated...c the effect now, too free is not a good thing, tis employee is misusing her time to do personal stuff...hahaha...kla..will stop here...going for lunch soon.....

a shOrT upDat3

as i have promised all of u, i will upload the pic of the book that i read...teng teng teng teng, here izzit..

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there are so many things that i wanted to share wit u all which happened to me for the past few weeks. as u all know, my maternal grandma has been ill for quite sometimes and now that she has gone forever, she has left us on July 21st, 12.15am, leaving me with nomore grandparents now...although we feel very reluctant and sad to let her go, apart from that, we were happy for her as all her sufferings have ended and she will meet up with my grandfather again in another world....don worry, im all rite here....life have to go on no matter what happen.....before i forget, there's a picture which we captured on the last nite of the prayers and i wanted to share wit u all, it won't be a 'pantang' i suppose

did u all see the two creatures in the picture??? for your information, this picture was taken in a spacious compound with the nearest street lights is about two houses away and we were not moving when my cousin's bf took it......it sends everyone curious when they see it for themselves...unexplainable.....okla, i'll stop here...going to get ready to go to work later at 6pm

p/s : i'm hired at last!!!! for your information, i will start working this saturday (actually it is just a training before we are familiar with our job) at Bandar Perda. i will update u more with my job next week...c ya....

MeMories

i never thought that a song can send me weeping, suddenly all those memories flash through my mind, the feeling that once nearly killed me, having me living in a dark dark world came to me once again, now, after two years plus, what happen??? i thought i have escape from all those sufferings, but why does it comes back to me again? there are too many things happen lately, sometimes make me wonder am i making the right decision? the person whom u thought u know very well than urself might be a total stranger to u someday???

my fault????

tHe legEnd of LAcy BlacK

actually i wanted to blog each time after i finish browsing through ppl's blog, but i'm just too lazy to sign in my account, imagine how lazy i am. wonder what makes me blog now??? it took me so long just to upload my pics which i took during my langkawi trip in facebook.sigh... tats y ended up here

tis is my lastest update....hehehe...wanna tell u all smth which i'm quite proud of myself, i manage to finish reading (1 more chapter to the conclusion of the story) a story book which was given to me by my cousin sister...teng teng teng teng>>>> the legend of lacy black. this is smth tat i shud of proud of myself because i never once manage to finish reading a story book even if it just took 50 pages to complete the whole story. wow...hehehe...mengada lebih....you must be wondering wat the story is all about where it can glued myself to it.....wait, be calm, i will update you in the next post and i will show u all the cover of the book. suddenly, the saying 'never judge a book by its cover' flash through my mind. at 1st i really put tat book aside as the cover doesn't seem interesting or making me having the urge to read it, but as i start reading, it change my perception. okoki will stop here. time to zzzzz, i will continue bout the story again in the next post....nite...muakssss

mY 1st tiMe tO lAngKawI

at last the 3 of us make it for the 1st time having a vacation 2gether. it has been years we planned for a holiday but there's always an obstacle. never thought that it really works this time. this is the 1st time i visited langkawi, by right, i should have gone there with my coursemates last year but due to something, the trip was carried out without me.

we went there on the 22nd of June by car to kuala kedah. from there, we boarded a ferry to langkawi which cost RM23 for a trip. wait, there's 1 thing that i wanna share with u all is that we managed to get a good deal from an agent at the jetty where we were offered a 4star hotel room with its own private beach at the rate of RM135 pernight. why would i say it as real worthwhile is that during the checking-in process, there were some error occured where the room that we booked is unavailable and the management appologised to us by upgrading our room. we were puzzled by what they mean, but when we went in the room, we were really amazed. the room is so so spacious with a living room with balcony, a king size bed with balcony and a big bathroom. wow,it indeed a real good deal. im not exaggeratinglo. u all can judge for urselves from the pictures that i posted.

to make it short, let the pictures tell u the story. all in all, we had visited 15 places in 3 days time and i had spent almost RM500 including accomodation, food, entrance fees and etc. i do enjoy this trip very very much especially the island hopping and the cable car although our schedule is very pack. i wish to visit there again when i have the opportunity. hahaha, now i must berusaha to find a job, otherwise, no income means no money, no money means no chance to travel. okok, i'll stop here. here are some of the many many pics that we took. enjoy ooo

LANGKASUKA BEACH RESORT

GALERI PERDANA

UNDERWATERWORLD

LANGKAWI CABLE CAR

MAHSURI MAUSOLEUM

BLACK SAND BEACH

EAGLE SQUARE

DAYANG BUNTING ISLAND

THE FIELD OF BURNT RICE

SINGA BESAR ISLAND

BERAS BASAH ISLAND

DINNER FOR TWO DAYS

finally finish uploading the pictures. it took me nearly 5 hours for this post...time to shower now.......

nO sEnsE Of dirEctiOn

finally it's my 2nd interview 2day but with different company now which is OSK investment bank. i was interviewed by my so -called 'kakilang', actually it happens co-incidentally that he has the same surname as me, hahahaha, it took bout 1hr and 30mins. feel so sorry for my friend who fetched me there, she waited outside the bank for so long that she nearly going to ask the staff there when will my interview session end.

wat would i comment bout the interview is that if i were to given the opportunity to be the part of the company, i will be able to fully utilised my knowledge gained from my studies, not all i mean, but it's more on the focus of investment. though they do not stress out wat is supposed to be achieved directly, but i can feel that this work will be very challenging and i must have a very wide network of friends. apart from that, i would have to sit for exams before i am really qualified for the position that i applied, that is associate or known as paid company dealer, in simple word, broker. i really doubt my own performance, can i make it as im an introvert? anyway, it is just the starting of everything, besides that, if i am really shortlisted for the next interview which will be in the island, it's not too late for me to make the final decision.

by the way, i just came back from langkawi last nite and my calf is aching due to our hectic schedule as we only spent 3 days 2 nights there. i will blog about it very soon after i received the complete set of photos and sorting it out. all in all, although its very tiring, but i feel it's worth it. do miss the trip very much and i really enjoy myself. stay tune....

AmA

visited my maternal grandma in the hospital yesterday...she looks so weak that she could hardly even open up her eyes and smile to me or even nod her head to tell us that she knows who is talking to her...it was heart wrenching to say the least when u see ur loved ones suffering but all u can do is just staring at her helplessly...when im on my way to the hospital, it recalls me bout my visits there for my paternal grandma...she has left us last year when i was having my final exam....it seems like everything had just happened yesterday...the memory is still very fresh in my mind....i do miss her very very much...sometimes, when i come across someone's granny, it recalls me bout her but it is just the memory that exists...

get well soon, ama....we love you very much....